Tuesday, October 12, 2004
Describe Yourself (in a hundred words or less)
Because you really want to know these things. Seen at Space Kitten.
I am: woman, hear me roar.
I know: you know everything - I know you didn’t mean it. Taking Back Sunday lyrics. I am a lyric girl, what can you do? If I hear a melody and actually read the lyrics, I’ll always be able to sing along. Sometimes very annoying since stuff at karaoke can be very lame.
I have: an unhealthy obsession for the radio. First it was sports talk (Jim Rome) and now it’s FM 94/9. But I am quickly becoming addicted to my Launchcast station.
I wish: that The Guy I Really Like and I could figure things out before I start to completely freak out.
I miss: my best friend, Patrick, who lives in Norway. I wish he was around so I didn’t have to deal with time zones when I call him. And I would love to be around to see his daughter grow up. But he’s lived there for 10 years now and the fact we are still friends just shows me our relationship is stronger than ever.
I hate: when I am being a whiny girl. Usually boy related. Damn them.
I fear: that I will never be content with being with just one guy. I mean, you get married and you’re supposed to have sex with the same person for the rest of your life? Right now, I can’t imagine. But if there’s someone out there that can make me not want to sleep with other guys, then it’s all good.
I hear: the clicking of keyboards and people on the phone with clients.
I search: for the next new place to visit.
I wonder: if I'll ever be a mom. I love the idea of being a mom. And I would love to adopt a Chinese girl. I think it's so sad that the laws in China (and their obsession with having boys) makes parents give up daughters so they can try to have a boy instead.
I regret: when I shut down instead of telling someone how I feel. If I would just say something, it would avoid a lot of heartache.
I love: that I live in San Diego. I travel all the time, and being gone just reminds me how much I love living here and all the reasons why this is such a great place.
I ache: everytime I hear Jeff Buckley's "Last Goodbye". Look at these lyrics and tell me that you can't relate:
This is our last goodbye
I hate to feel the love between us die
But it's over
Just hear this and then i'll go
You gave me more to live for
More than you'll ever know
This is our last embrace
Must I dream and always see your face
I care: about giving back to the community. I haven't done much volunteer work lately, but it's something I try to do every year. And I am a sucker for donating to worthy causes.
I always: plan my own birthday party. I have a few different groups of friends - no one would be able to get everyone together without my help. Plus I am a perfectionist and like things done a certain way.
I am not: into PDA (public displays of affection). I hate those couples that are all over each other in public.
I dance: when I am drunk. And that's about the only time you'll ever see me dance.
I sing: all the time. There's always a song in my head.
I do not always: use a condom when I have sex. I know, that's totally horrible. And I'm not advocating it, either. I'm trying to be better about it, but it's hard (no pun intended).
I should not: date 5 guys at a time. But I do! My friends joke around about having to keep a scorecard to keep up.
I write: because I have something to say.
I win: free tickets to shows. It's cool to go to shows for free. Though I always buy tickets to shows that I really want to go to.
I lose: pounds and inches if I stay on plan and work out.
I listen: to my friends and try to be the kind of friend that you turn to when you want to talk about serious stuff.
I go: to places I have never been before and to places that I loved and want to go back to.
I am happy about: being alive and being so loved. I can only hope everyone else reading this feels the same way.
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