Friday, September 24, 2004
One more round
Because I love to torture my body and give it no sleep, I went out last night. My philosophy about sleep is that there will be time to sleep when I’m dead. So out I went. It was Kazandra’s last night in town and it also happened to be her mom’s birthday. So Kazan and her parents met me at the Lamp after they went to dinner. It was really busy in there for some reason (I should have known by the limo parked out front). But that’s okay. I sang Shania Twain’s “You’re Still The One”, Fugees’ “Killing Me Softly” and Yvonne Elliman’s “If I Can’t Have You”. There weren’t a lot of regulars there, but I did run into some people I hadn’t seen in awhile - Lana and Raoul. And then there was Eric, the cute guy that sat next to me on Monday (who has a Prince Albert, but alas, has a girlfriend), and Brent, who I apparently know from Sidebar on Sundays and just don’t have ANY recollection of whatsoever. Could be all those martinis I drink. Teehee.
Anyways, we left pretty late and when I got home, I called The Guy I Really Like. (I don't think I'm ready to tell everyone who he is, so he gets this cool acronym TGIRL for now on.) And we talked for an hour and a half, until almost 3am. I'll let you make your own conclusions about that convo, but I will say that there was this thing I was missing and he helped me find it.
I wish things weren't so complicated between me and TGIRL, but they are. Partly because of how we met and partly because I make things more complicated than they need to be. I am going to Vegas in a couple of weeks and I am hoping that the logistics work out so he can come with, because I think that will make everything clearer to the both of us, because god knows this relationship needs some direction. It is what it is for now, but I really want it to be something different. And I'm not quite sure what I want it to be, and neither does he. So I will try not to obsess about it *too* much and just enjoy it and him and just let things happen.
And now I will get some coffee and have some breakfast and try not to daydream about him. Have a great day!
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